John Anthony DC. Garma

.. nakilala kita simula nUn6 bata pA tAu .. 
.. nasa edad 7 or 8 ka ata nun kung di ako nagkakamali ,..
.. I was 11 or 12 then .. 
.. nakakainis kasi i always been remembering u but the memories dont :( ..
.. but I do not want u 2 think that i do not care ..
.. or I intend to forget those memories we had together :( ..
.. I'll admit those times we were together it was all fun and sweet ..\
.. I didn't expect that you were going to feel serious about me that time .. 
.. I thought time will come you will just forget me and things we used to do :( ..
.. because I was too old for you ..
.. Remember your mom doesn't want me to get near by you ..
.. I always let my mind reminisce everything but I just failed to do it ..
.. but there is one thing I never forget ..
.. your name and the feelings that I have for you before ..
.. It's still here ..
.. I do wonder why God let our path crossed again after many years ..
.. and I know you  will just answered me back " It because God has reason why?"
.. I remember the times when we used to see each other through the terraces of our house nearby :) ..
.. we will just smile to each other and feels like happy then :) ..
.. I remember din yung tatambay ka sa may gate nio tas pupunta aq dun kwentuhan tyo :)
.. along with your friends ..
.. that time crush ata ako ni robert ?? ..
.. Haha ..
.. we used to play then ..\
.. a play wherein I know deep inside I wish it was true :) ..
.. I always told myself ..
.. That time was not the right time for us ..
.. that I will wait for you to grow up ..
.. but I was wrong ..
.. When you grow up , you grew up without my presence , without me on your mind , without me on your plans .. 
.. and you have forgotten me ..
.. When I saw Gian's account I look for your name there and I was really glad that I have found you ..
.. I have found my childhood sweetheart :) ..
.. you know I was very afraid that time to send you a message but i did .. 
.. I'll just did because it was my choice to communicate with you again ..
.. because I missed you so much ..
.. I miss the times you were mine ..
.. I know you didn't love me at your age 9 years or 8 years ago ..
.. cause you were too young ..
.. but I still hoping that time will come our story doesn't come to end up like this.. 
.. I still wanted to continue that story with you ..
.. I want to experience again to be cared by you ..
.. To feel your embrace and words of love I have wanted :( ..
.. I hope that It's not too late for you to love me again ..
.. God knows how much I felt sorry because I broke my promise to you ..
.. But I can make it all up to you ..
.. I am happy that still even we didn't see each other yet ..
.. you are there for me and I know I will never ever lose you again in any ways ..
.. I still love you and I do care about you :)
.. I missed you John John :) 


 Love 
Faith :))